landlords r not friendz:u will get fucked!

Long story short my boyfriend of 4 1/2 years gets into a friendly relationship with the new home owner of our home. Valerio bought the home via auction when my boyfriends father died & the home he owned went up for public auction. There are still some inky things about the results of the auction because the monies owed was far less than 30 grand & they got 250 grand. So, after ALL the fee's & such were paid where did the REST of the money go? Hmmmmmm........

So, for the last 4 years they have been good friends. Valerio trusts my bf with his kids & family. Invited us into his home umpteen times for meals & conversation. Made my bf his property manager & trusts him with money from all the tenants, bought us birthday & xmas gifts, etc. You get the jist of the relationship.

My bf is a notorious pack rat. He made mistakes by not cleaning things up (in the dungeon basement) on time but nothing serious. My bf goes above & beyond the call of duty & does for him what he does not even do to care fo rthe tenants & their complaints & the repair issues. Our apartment is a slum hole. The ceiling is literally falling on our heads, the bathroom has an eternal leak & no ceiling, paint that is so old it is full of lead & chipping, the kitchen floor tiles are coming off in chunks, no heat source what so ever, we pay hundreds per winter for space & kerosene heaters, wall paper in kitchen so old it was hung by paste & is peeling off in sheets, grease so thick on walls around stove from the past tenant u can scrape it off & grease 1000 nappy babies hair straight again & stop the squeeks of about 100000 items that squeek, etc. but I do my best with minimal complaint, eat the bull shit up with a spoon that he is "poor" & cant fix it now (yet his non working, skinny, bushy eye brow havin, asshole lazy, cant bring her 9 year old son to the library less than 2 miles from their house even though she has a car, wife is on all expense paid trip to Portugal all this summer w/the 2 kids & he is remodeling his home as we type). I scrub the walls to makethem look good (knowing it is a fruitless endeavor on my part) yet all it leaves are muddy streaks behind. Yet he wants to complain about my cat or my dog & their fur on the floor! FUCK YOU, YOU UGLY LITTLE BALD HOBBIT!
His brother who has a car & has not worked in over a year stays home all fucking day & does not do one thing to help the property he lives at & has not paid rent in a year at all gets away scott free!!!

This landlord is a petty little asshole!

He wants to serve up a "NOTICE TO QUIT" ???? Welp I am servin up a "KICK YOUR FUCKING SLUM LORD ASS & I HAVE HAD ENUFF ASSHOLE & I WILL DEFEND MY RIGHTS!" notice in "Housing Code Court". The fact I have NO heat source available is enough to slap a huge fucking fine on him & get us a ticket to ride. I promised him & my BF I would not call Housing Code on the apartment because I understood BUT now my name is on that "Notice to Quit" I have to protect my ass.

Anything we did, be it late rent or anything was ALWAYS done with FULL cooperation from Valerio. NOW he got his little girly feeling hurt by my BF for some retarded reason & decided to "teach us a lesson". He wants attention, ball licking sessions, plain & simple! Screw you. I want a pretty apartment by a normal landlord who would lick our balls to have a tenant who wants to have a nice joint & keep it in tip top & not muck it all up!


DO NOT EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER BECOME "FRIENDS" With your landlord! It WILL truly fuck u in the ass without lube!

THE DASH

The Dash Poem
by Linda Ellis

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning to the end.

He noted that first came the date of her birth
And spoke of the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.

For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not, how much we own,
The cars, the house, the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard;
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left
That can still be rearranged.

If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.

If we treat each other with respect
And more often wear a smile,
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

So when your eulogy is being read
With your life's actions to rehash
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?

FAVE PHOTO OF MIKE:HOW I "MET" HIM,HOW I WILL REMEMBER HIM!

OH MY GOD.

Moonwalking in Heaven

Pop star Michael Jackson dead: report

AP – FILE - In this May 14, 1984, file photo, Michael Jackson , center, stands with President Ronald Reagan, …

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) – Pop giant Michael Jackson, who took to the stage as a child star and went on to set the world dancing to the thumping rhythms of his music for decades, died Thursday, TMZ website reported. He was 50.

"We've just learned Michael Jackson has died," TMZ said.

"Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back," the entertainment site said.

There was no official confirmation of the reported death and spokespersons for Jackson could not be reached for comment.

Earlier, the Los Angeles Times said that the singer had been rushed to a Los Angeles-area hospital by fire department paramedics who found him not breathing when they arrived at the singer's home.

The newspaper said paramedics performed cardiopulmonary resuscitation at the scene before taking him to the UCLA Medical Center hospital.

Jackson had been due to start a series of comeback concerts in London on July 13 running until March 2010. The singer, whose hits include "Thriller" and "Billie Jean," had been rehearsing in the Los Angeles area for the past two months.

The shows for the 50 London concerts sold out within hours of going on sale in March.

Jackson started out as a child star in the band "The Jackson 5" more than 40 years ago.

He has lived as a virtual recluse since his acquittal in 2005 on charges of child molestation.

There have been concerns about Jackson's health in recent years but the promoters of the London shows, AEG Live, said in March that Jackson had passed a 4-1/2 hour physical examination with independent doctors.

5 Signs You May Bee NUTZO!

Everyone has good days and bad days — even good years and bad years — but you should be concerned when the signs of depression, anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), or bipolar disorder make it difficult to carry out the tasks of everyday life. Challenging emotions can arise in any situation, from work to relationships, and you want to act before they seriously interfere with your ability to function.

Mental Health: 5 Signs of Clinical Depression

“You determine clinical depression by two measures. One is by time and one is by severity — impact on function. When you have severe symptoms that last at least two weeks and are interfering with fundamental basic functions, it falls into the realm of clinical depression,” explains psychiatrist Jill RachBeisel, MD, associate professor of psychiatry of the University of Maryland School of Medicine in Baltimore.

There are many symptoms of depression, but most common among people with clinical depression are changes in:

1. Appetite. “In clinical depression you lose your appetite completely, and you stop eating, or you eat very little,” says Dr. RachBeisel.
2. Sleep. When clinical depression sets in, you may have consistent, severe insomnia and be unable to sleep well almost every night.
3. Concentration. “Someone might find themselves unable to maintain focus on simple activities like watching a TV program or reading a newspaper article,” says RachBeisel. You may not be able to focus on a recipe for dinner or tasks at work.
4. Energy level. “With severe clinical depression your energy is so low you have trouble getting out of bed in the morning or carrying through your basic activities of daily living. People find themselves lying in bed and staying in pajamas all day long,” RachBeisel explains.
5. Interest in activities that one would normally enjoy. This may mean that you no longer care about shaving or styling your hair, for example, or about bigger issues, like caring for your children.

At its most severe, clinical depression can lead to suicide. Having thoughts like “My family would be better off without me” is a warning sign.

Mental Health: 5 Signs of Anxiety

“We all should have a little anxiety on board because when you think about it, what makes you really perform well is you get a little anxious,” says RachBeisel. These, however, are signs that you may need help with your anxiety level:

1. You can’t follow a conversation or complete a basic task.
2. You can’t do what other people do; for example, a fear of crossing bridges prevents you from seeing the other side of town.
3. You find yourself avoiding family gatherings or office parties due to social anxiety.
4. You worry that in a crowded room people are looking at you or talking about you.
5. You may avoid projects that require public speaking or presenting your work.

Mental Health: 5 Signs of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Obsessive compulsive disorder is on the extreme end of the anxiety spectrum.

“People with OCD are so anxious, they have intrusive thoughts that are irrational, and they can’t get the thoughts out of their head. So what they do is develop behaviors to cope with the anxiety,” says RachBeisel. These behaviors or rituals may be so time-consuming that you can’t get to work (or anywhere) on time, and may even prevent you from working. For example, you may:

1. Wash your hands 20 to 30 times a day.
2. Count 15 cars before you can park.
3. Spend hours checking the door and window locks before going to bed.
4. Spend hours bathing.
5. Repeat work tasks multiple times to make sure they are perfect.

Mental Health: 5 Signs of Bipolar Disorder

“A person with bipolar disorder is someone who has severe mood swings,” says RachBeisel. During the depressed phase, the signs of clinical depression appear, but people with bipolar disorder also experience a manic phase during which they may have a lot of energy and positive feelings about themselves. Signs of mania are:

1. Mood swings. Examples are elevated mood or extreme irritability.
2. Fast speech. “You can’t get a word in edgewise and you have to ask them to slow down,” says RachBeisel.
3. No need for sleep. People with pipolar disorder may stay up all night for many days cleaning, painting walls, or doing laundry.
4. Overextended. An overly high estimation of themselves leads to commitments they can’t possibly keep, such as taking on jobs they don’t have the skills to do.
5. Excessive behaviors. Charging tens of thousands of dollars or having sex with casual acquaintances are just two examples.

Mental Health: How to Get Help

If you suspect that you have signs of one of these mental health illnesses, RachBeisel advises that you:

1. Call your primary care doctor and ask for a referral so you can get evaluated by a specialist.
2. Call a local suicide hotline if you are experiencing severe symptoms.
3. Contact your local health department for a list of mental health services.

By knowing the signs of these common mental health conditions, you'll be better equipped to recognize when you, or someone you love, may need professional help.

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I USUALLY DO NOT ENJOY FAN FICTION BUT THIS IS FABULOUS..ALMOST REALISTIC TOO..TRUST ME U WILL ENJOY...

Twilight Pictures

Therapy-Ther-Rape-Me

It has come down to it ppl, I need help! Yeppy yeppers I most certainly fucking do!

I called a few places today hopefully the 4 week waiting list will not be officially 4 weeks hopefully we can shave a week or two off of that!

I gotta get the ball rolling on so many things I need to make my life a better life.

I am severely Depressed/Anxiety Ridden/Suicidal/Angry as Fuck/Wanna Die/Having sum seriously fucked up eating issues, Etc.
I am also OCD (Obsessive Cullen Disorder) LOLZ.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSFMmkMfQ5Q



NEW MOON OFFICIAL TRAILER: I WANTED TO POST THE VID HERE BUT CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT. MAYBE SOMEONE CAN HELP ME?

10 Thoughts for WHOLE LIVING

• Make use of your bodies ingenious design. Move, stretch, walk, and run a little bit every day.
• Sometimes picking your battles means letting go of a need to engage in them.
• When we get caught up in calorie counting, we miss the point of eating.
• Vacation on a state of mind, not a reservation.
• Emotional balance lies in observing your response to everything around you.
• Tread lightly. Eat Vegetarian more often.
• Get radical with your self care. Trying time in life call for EXTREME healing measures.
• Going "Green" does not require a life makeover.Retool some old habits.
• Don't confuse downtime with rest. Give yourself the gift of deep & vital stillness.
• Healthy living defies a single definition. There are many,many ways to live well...
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TEN THOUGHTS FOR WHOLE LIVING.....

• Give yourself time to figure out what you MOST want to contribute to the world...
• Worth does not begin & end with a bank account..Appreciate your true abundance..
• Skin is a living , breathing organ. Select your beauty products wisely.
• Mother earth's future & our own ARE linked. Live in a way that supports both.
• Better eating starts with small, positive steps.
• Amazing things happen when you opt for healthier choices.
  
• Aging well has less to do with what you avoid & more to do with what you embrace.
• Make every effort to be gentle with yourself.
• A close network of friends & family can sustain you in more ways than you know.
• The decision to let go may be the most important one you ever make.

Yes, I am one of those Twilight Fans

Ok, Ok..So I am NOT a 14 y.o screaming TwiFan or whatever they call themselves now a days
BUT that does NOT mean I can't or don't love the series as much as any teeny bopper out there!
I belong to Twilight Mom's Website & other Twilight fan sites and am eagerly awaiting with bated breath "New Moon".
I have read each book & seen the flik a gazillion times.
I devour all I can find in my little magazines & on the internet & tv about the
movie,books and stars. I luv Edward Cullen & NOT Rob Pattinson (Sorry Rob IRL you seem droll & boring).
So I will mention Twilight & all that twilight is in my BLOG quite often.Sorry folks..I too am a Twilight freak!

CHANCEY..my sweet kitty who has been sick...

Chance was found by my boyfriend one FREEZING COLD February afternoon in 2007. He somehow managed to crawl on the roof above the back door of a third floor porch of a house he manages. he was crying & crying as the wind howled relentlessly. Mike finally got him down & Chance howled at the top of his lungs all the way home. Mike put him on the porch & got me to see this cat he found. I came out to find no cat but followed the howling to a neighbors yard. Where I found a young male kitty with a terrible healing scab on his nose! How he injured that nose is beyond me. The scab wore off within a week & left behind his cute pink nose w/the black smudges I thought were scabs & tried to rub off with a wash cloth! Poor kitty!
Chance was your typical male kitten. he was about 4-5 months of age & frisky & loving & sweet & playful & sassy. he drove my older more refined cats nutso.
Until we found a young, young, almost feral kitten under a porch 3 months later we named Peanut.
Chance took this half feral kitten under his "paw" she was about 4-6 weeks old. Half "blind" from an infected goop in her eye (from a bad kitty cold easily treatable) After Peanut was cleaned up & medicated (she was rescued with three other kittens, unrelated to her, that needed bottle feedings every 3 hours! they had their eyes shut they were so young)
she was ready to rule the roost with her new buddy.
To this day nearly 2 years later, both fixed, are inseparable.
Starting last summer Chance got his first "Urinary Tract Infection" it was treated & he was fine until 2 months ago. He had another one that turned into a full blockage. He had the proper treatment & was sent home, 30 or so days later it happened again! This was last Friday. he just got home today. That first bill was 260 bucks now this one is 400+ dollars! We can pay as we can but still..if this happens again....He needs a surgery that is 3 grand! It basically widens his pee pee hole/tract to prevent blockages. Everything "flushes" right through like a sink drain with no stopper.
The vet told us to turn him into the Humane Society should he block again.
The vet is aware we do not have 3 grand in savings. We live week to week.
There are funding programs to help ppl w/ill pets that need surgeries but they are hard toget approved by.
We have other cats we are forced to turn into the Humane Society. We once had lots of money coming in until Mike lost his job & I got ill.
Now I am forced to give up my babies for their sake. It is not fair to keep them. I am pissed at life right about now.
I am being un selfish but I feel like a rotten asshole! I love them, I took them off the streets of my neighborhood, vaccinated them/fixed them/treated their various ailments that popped up along the way, socialized them, loved them, spoiled them. They are my babies.
Animals truly are becoming the littlest victims of the recession.
All over the USA ppl are forced to give up their pets, some they have had for 10+ years after they were foreclosed on or whatever their circumstances.
Ppl are walking into shelters bawling & shaking with sadness & rage at the sitaution. Having to give up their beloved dog or cat. They are literally homeless & cant have a animal in a shelter or at a friends house where they can crash on the couch.
No shelter will "hold" the pet until they are back on their feet either. It is heart wrenching.
Chancey Pooh bear is on a special diet to dissolve the crystals thet keep blocking his pee pee hole/tract. They think he was born with a small urethra/penis and will eventually need this surgery no matter the food we feed him or anything we do to prevent this.
Then we have a decision to make, put him to sleep or turn him to a Humane Society where they perform the surgery & adopt him out to a new family if one comes by that wants him over the others available.
Unless we manage to get a friend to adopt him on the DL & give him back to us.
Life is so sad & hard. Why cant I win the Lotto or find a rich relative? LOLZ.
I feel like I do so much good for others ppl & animals but always get the shit end of the stick.
I must have a black cloud over my head or have been cursed.
Someone hates me.
It's not Chancey Pooh though, He loves me as I do him...
I will fight to keep him healthy & alive. Please pray for my baby.

Paid to put ad's from on Blog..Sell.Out..Smart..?

Is it smart or distracting? IF ppl click on said ad's u get paid for each click. Hoping above all hopes THOUSANDS of ppl click on the ad's on your blog page so u can get at least 100$ a month that is.

I am as poor as poor can possibly be so I am willing to allow this to go on my page (if they accept my application that is) so I too can cash in no the money per clicks craze sweeping blog land.

I need the loot. I have a sick kitty. I have rent. I know I wont make my rent money BUT every bit in my pocket that does NOT come out of my boyfriends pocket goes to the already overdue rent owed to the LL by the end of May or else we get the dreaded "Notice to Quit".

please ad scence accept my app.

Letting>Go.

"To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, it's not about dwelling or obsessing on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It is learning, growing and experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and set yourself free."

• Remember, Animals CANNOT dial 911. You MUST be the voice for the voiceless. If you suspect animal abuse/neglect CALL ASAP. I'd rather be wrong than too late! Think about it.
• SPAY & NEUTER & VACCINATE ALL OF YOUR PETS!Need I say it again? MILLIONS of unwanted cats & dogs & bunnies are EUTHANIZED per year because selfish & irresponsible pet parents do not follow this rule! Please do NOT be counted in this group..
• Try to volunteer or donate to your local animals shelter. Encourage others to do the same.
• EDUCATE. Educate yourself first & others second. Find out about local low cost or free SPAY & NEUTER & VACCINATION clinics in your area & spread the word around to others who need the services of these places. It is obvious who they are.
• SUPPORT TNR's in your community. BEG your local city/town officials to implement this practice to help keep the overpopulation of cats down. TNR means "Trap Neuter Return" Feral & Stray Cats are trapped & then SPAYED/NEUTERED/VACCINATED & released back into the "wild". They will be healthy & unable to breed. A good thing. Kittens are cute but they do grow old & need shots & medical care for cat sickness's such as "Upper Respiratory Infections" & Flea Treatments.
  
• Do NOT give animals as gifts.
• If you see sick or hurt animals call Animal Control ASAP!
  
• Use caution when approaching seemingly sick or upset animals.
• Do not take in more than you can handle. It is easy to get overwhelmed. Well meaning people can easily get in over their heads & become the local "Cat/Dog House" & be put in a posistion that is sad (having to give up the cats they saved & grew fond of) either by force IE:Animal Control or Choice IE: Doing what is right for you & the animals.
  
• IF you do have a cat or dog or cats & dogs. Make certain you can PROPERLY care for ALL of their needs! Flea treatments, Heart Worm Medicines (dogs especially need this ALL Summer long!), Vet bills for the most basic of needs, Emergency vet trips, Etc.
• LOVE you animals as if they were your furry children. They are smart & loving & loyal & will repay your love 10 fold.
  
• NEVER EVER Allow anyone to hurt or neglect an animal. Period. Ever.