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Thursday, April 30, 2009

TEN THOUGHTS FOR WHOLE LIVING.....

  • Give yourself time to figure out what you MOST want to contribute to the world...
  • Worth does not begin & end with a bank account..Appreciate your true abundance..
  • Skin is a living , breathing organ. Select your beauty products wisely.
  • Mother earth's future & our own ARE linked. Live in a way that supports both.
  • Better eating starts with small, positive steps.
  • Amazing things happen when you opt for healthier choices.
  • Aging well has less to do with what you avoid & more to do with what you embrace.
  • Make every effort to be gentle with yourself.
  • A close network of friends & family can sustain you in more ways than you know.
  • The decision to let go may be the most important one you ever make.



Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Yes, I am one of those Twilight Fans






Ok, Ok..So I am NOT a 14 y.o screaming TwiFan or whatever they call themselves now a days
BUT that does NOT mean I can't or don't love the series as much as any teeny bopper out there!
I belong to Twilight Mom's Website & other Twilight fan sites and am eagerly awaiting with bated breath "New Moon".
I have read each book & seen the flik a gazillion times.
I devour all I can find in my little magazines & on the internet & tv about the
movie,books and stars. I luv Edward Cullen & NOT Rob Pattinson (Sorry Rob IRL you seem droll & boring).
So I will mention Twilight & all that twilight is in my BLOG quite often.Sorry folks..I too am a Twilight freak!

CHANCEY..my sweet kitty who has been sick...


Chance was found by my boyfriend one FREEZING COLD February afternoon in 2007. He somehow managed to crawl on the roof above the back door of a third floor porch of a house he manages. he was crying & crying as the wind howled relentlessly. Mike finally got him down & Chance howled at the top of his lungs all the way home. Mike put him on the porch & got me to see this cat he found. I came out to find no cat but followed the howling to a neighbors yard. Where I found a young male kitty with a terrible healing scab on his nose! How he injured that nose is beyond me. The scab wore off within a week & left behind his cute pink nose w/the black smudges I thought were scabs & tried to rub off with a wash cloth! Poor kitty!
Chance was your typical male kitten. he was about 4-5 months of age & frisky & loving & sweet & playful & sassy. he drove my older more refined cats nutso.
Until we found a young, young, almost feral kitten under a porch 3 months later we named Peanut.
Chance took this half feral kitten under his "paw" she was about 4-6 weeks old. Half "blind" from an infected goop in her eye (from a bad kitty cold easily treatable) After Peanut was cleaned up & medicated (she was rescued with three other kittens, unrelated to her, that needed bottle feedings every 3 hours! they had their eyes shut they were so young)
she was ready to rule the roost with her new buddy.
To this day nearly 2 years later, both fixed, are inseparable.
Starting last summer Chance got his first "Urinary Tract Infection" it was treated & he was fine until 2 months ago. He had another one that turned into a full blockage. He had the proper treatment & was sent home, 30 or so days later it happened again! This was last Friday. he just got home today. That first bill was 260 bucks now this one is 400+ dollars! We can pay as we can but still..if this happens again....He needs a surgery that is 3 grand! It basically widens his pee pee hole/tract to prevent blockages. Everything "flushes" right through like a sink drain with no stopper.
The vet told us to turn him into the Humane Society should he block again.
The vet is aware we do not have 3 grand in savings. We live week to week.
There are funding programs to help ppl w/ill pets that need surgeries but they are hard toget approved by.
We have other cats we are forced to turn into the Humane Society. We once had lots of money coming in until Mike lost his job & I got ill.
Now I am forced to give up my babies for their sake. It is not fair to keep them. I am pissed at life right about now.
I am being un selfish but I feel like a rotten asshole! I love them, I took them off the streets of my neighborhood, vaccinated them/fixed them/treated their various ailments that popped up along the way, socialized them, loved them, spoiled them. They are my babies.
Animals truly are becoming the littlest victims of the recession.
All over the USA ppl are forced to give up their pets, some they have had for 10+ years after they were foreclosed on or whatever their circumstances.
Ppl are walking into shelters bawling & shaking with sadness & rage at the sitaution. Having to give up their beloved dog or cat. They are literally homeless & cant have a animal in a shelter or at a friends house where they can crash on the couch.
No shelter will "hold" the pet until they are back on their feet either. It is heart wrenching.
Chancey Pooh bear is on a special diet to dissolve the crystals thet keep blocking his pee pee hole/tract. They think he was born with a small urethra/penis and will eventually need this surgery no matter the food we feed him or anything we do to prevent this.
Then we have a decision to make, put him to sleep or turn him to a Humane Society where they perform the surgery & adopt him out to a new family if one comes by that wants him over the others available.
Unless we manage to get a friend to adopt him on the DL & give him back to us.
Life is so sad & hard. Why cant I win the Lotto or find a rich relative? LOLZ.
I feel like I do so much good for others ppl & animals but always get the shit end of the stick.
I must have a black cloud over my head or have been cursed.
Someone hates me.
It's not Chancey Pooh though, He loves me as I do him...
I will fight to keep him healthy & alive. Please pray for my baby.

Paid to put ad's from on Blog..Sell.Out..Smart..?

Is it smart or distracting? IF ppl click on said ad's u get paid for each click. Hoping above all hopes THOUSANDS of ppl click on the ad's on your blog page so u can get at least 100$ a month that is.

I am as poor as poor can possibly be so I am willing to allow this to go on my page (if they accept my application that is) so I too can cash in no the money per clicks craze sweeping blog land.

I need the loot. I have a sick kitty. I have rent. I know I wont make my rent money BUT every bit in my pocket that does NOT come out of my boyfriends pocket goes to the already overdue rent owed to the LL by the end of May or else we get the dreaded "Notice to Quit".

please ad scence accept my app.

Letting>Go.

"To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, it's not about dwelling or obsessing on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It is learning, growing and experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and set yourself free."


  • Remember, Animals CANNOT dial 911. You MUST be the voice for the voiceless. If you suspect animal abuse/neglect CALL ASAP. I'd rather be wrong than too late! Think about it.
  • SPAY & NEUTER & VACCINATE ALL OF YOUR PETS!Need I say it again? MILLIONS of unwanted cats & dogs & bunnies are EUTHANIZED per year because selfish & irresponsible pet parents do not follow this rule! Please do NOT be counted in this group..
  • Try to volunteer or donate to your local animals shelter. Encourage others to do the same.
  • EDUCATE. Educate yourself first & others second. Find out about local low cost or free SPAY & NEUTER & VACCINATION clinics in your area & spread the word around to others who need the services of these places. It is obvious who they are.
  • SUPPORT TNR's in your community. BEG your local city/town officials to implement this practice to help keep the overpopulation of cats down. TNR means "Trap Neuter Return" Feral & Stray Cats are trapped & then SPAYED/NEUTERED/VACCINATED & released back into the "wild". They will be healthy & unable to breed. A good thing. Kittens are cute but they do grow old & need shots & medical care for cat sickness's such as "Upper Respiratory Infections" & Flea Treatments.
  • Do NOT give animals as gifts.
  • If you see sick or hurt animals call Animal Control ASAP!
  • Use caution when approaching seemingly sick or upset animals.
  • Do not take in more than you can handle. It is easy to get overwhelmed. Well meaning people can easily get in over their heads & become the local "Cat/Dog House" & be put in a posistion that is sad (having to give up the cats they saved & grew fond of) either by force IE:Animal Control or Choice IE: Doing what is right for you & the animals.
  • IF you do have a cat or dog or cats & dogs. Make certain you can PROPERLY care for ALL of their needs! Flea treatments, Heart Worm Medicines (dogs especially need this ALL Summer long!), Vet bills for the most basic of needs, Emergency vet trips, Etc.
  • LOVE you animals as if they were your furry children. They are smart & loving & loyal & will repay your love 10 fold.
  • NEVER EVER Allow anyone to hurt or neglect an animal. Period. Ever.